I can see your soul....

Yaddu baby, I am typing these words with love and gratitude overflowing in abundance as you are tucked in happily for your precious afternoon nap.You insisted you sleep in the living room on the diwan today. It was a rough day and when I broke down,I did not even notice you running away.You came back with a small peice of tissue and said,"Here Amma,please dont cry" and hugged me so hard.At that moment I saw your soul.The loving and brave and beautiful soul.The soul which has always loved me.Just like how i loved you before you were even born,the soul that has always been there for me and will always be.At that single moment I knew,you were given to me,not because I am going to care for you well,but because you are going to care for me so well and always,no matter what will be my best friend. I love you does not define what I feel at the moment. With every ounce of all the love I can feel, Mamma

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