Nothing saddens a mom more than her baby being sick,it could be of any degree,it just doesn't matter!!!!It almost kills her with worry and all the what ifs!

We have been having true blue days here at home.Yaddie has lost his apetite ,hates milk(he tries to get away as far as he can from it)and to top it all off he has these bouts of crying.He screams at the top of his voice at nights continuously for maybe even 10 minutes sometimes!(this is so sudden and weird,yaddie was the most peaceful sleep loving child i know:()Its terrible,its killing us no end.I am tired and frustrated.My husband has been so darn supportive but it is saddens me to watch him so tired and then go to work.Our bedroom which was once heaven has become so treacherous,i almost dread getting in there and moreover i hate myself for saying and thinking this!.I hate to see my son in so much pain.I am so worried,upset, disappointed and truly truly blue.

Yaddie also has a very sensitive skin and he has been getting these nappy rashes too too often and the doctor has suggested a potty test - again!.Nappy rashes suck!!!We have been postponing this for a while now,because we have already done this once before and the results were just fine!Maybe i am a little worried here, what if the results spell some trouble??

Argghhhhhhhhh,what irks me is i am so darn helpless,i cannot do anything to make him feel better.Like my singing and hushing him just doesn't work anymore!!!!Sighhh

The icing???I am loosing my temper too soon.I hate it.I am making too big a deal out of this.I can also see yaddie displaying negative temper tantrums-he is growing up!I hate to be a mum who looses her patience and raises her voice,i know what i have in mind is almost impossible,but still I so want it.

I wake up and find everything dark and grey and I want the sunshine back in my life!Oh please i want it so bad!

ps:and yes i am terrible at giving a good title to my posts so i have given up!!

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  1. GarimaDecember 20, 2010 at 8:11 AM

    ANu.... breathe. He will be fine and will not have negative temper tantrums. He will be perfect.
    All moms loose patience and raise their voices.... and then get back to reality and thank for there own tantrum... trust me... :-)

    Hope he gets better soon and the smile on all your faces return? Is he teeting by any chance?

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  2. AnuDecember 21, 2010 at 1:24 AM

    Thank you Garima,that was just what i needed to hear.
    I do think he is teething plus he is also trying to walk ...so its kinda mad...

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