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a dozen years of love!

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 12 full years of you and your sweet love! The last 6 months you have raced yourself into adolescence.Overnight you grew taller and your voice changed.Probably next year you may rise above your Dad.I look hard for that little boy we once knew and surprisingly I find him often.I find his love and sweet smile.I find him in your gentle being. You are the opposite of me and so much like  your Appa, always gentle and kind and stable.Do you know I admire this so much?You also look so much like your Appa ;it simply fills me with great joy! One day you walked upto me and said,Amma I don't want to be a failure.Oh sweet child, you will make mistakes, too many of them, but to be human is the opposite of failure.You are that already, you always will be that.Some days you tell me you want to be a business man, most days you talk to me about traveling the entire world, you tell me you will take us three in the choicest airplanes and make us live in a big mansion.Your dreams are pure gold,I will

Chikmagaalur 2021 July

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  We went back here and it gave us a bit of its warm heart and kind soul and together we stitched up the raw and wounded and went on to carry on with our lives.
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Screenshot of your final report of grade 4

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There was so much more in this report from your teacher-Sivapriya, but these lines made me so emotional today. You are precious Yathaarth. I only hope you always always always remember that. -- Amma

Covid days

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Locked-down for 21 days at home. The Covid-19 pandemic situation is crazy and absolute madness at the moment but as always you have been kind,cooperative and always willing to help and pitch in. You are my ally in this and what a fantastic one.

10 years of loving you.

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​ The love, the unimaginable and colossal love between a mother and her first born: no one or nothing can quiet prepare you for that. A decade ago I was a young, new mom. Struggling (maybe even failing or at least feeling like i was failing) to stay awake and keep you alive, thriving and happy. Now, almost 10 years later,10 wondrous  and love-filled  years later, I am a mum to a confident, lovable, honest and a funny tween. Ten years of so many firsts and every year has thrown me by surprise. Raising you has been a wildly beautiful gift from the heavens above but more than that it has set me out on my path of self discovery too. I discovered motherhood and along with that I truly discovered myself. Starting this year, the next few years will be unsettling to you. After all, you will be colliding head on with adolescence. It is not going to easy my darling, not for you and definitely not for me. But I pray, the love we have in our family, the true strings of